My story.

I've never dated a girl. The only girl that wanted to date me was a girl that was too old for me. She decided not to date me after my mom told her how young I was.

The only physical contact I've ever had with a girl was when my friend Emily(not really her name) came towards me when we were hanging out and said "Let me sit on you". So I let her. And then I put my arm around her. She was ok with that. A couple of months after that I saw her outside of her house. She asked me for my cell phone number and I told her that I didn't have one and she said "You suck." Then she tip-toed to kiss me on the cheek. And then she had a big smile on her face. I told Emily recently that, the last time we hung-out it seemed like you wanted to be more than friends and she said "I don't remember." I told her that I remembered it like it was yesterday. She said that she has a bf but we could hang-out if I wanted to.

I asked a girl out in High School but she rejected me. Several years later I found out that she's a lesbian. She flirted with me in High School but also acted like she just wanted to be friends so I was confused. I guess she acted like she wanted me so her classmates would think that she's straight.

I've been trying to get dates with women online since 2008 but haven't been successful. There are women that have replied to my messages but then they stop replying without telling me why. I've even tried to get to know an ugly Jewish girl. She replied to a few of my messages but then she stopped. I've tried getting with women on craigslist but the best looking women are too far from me. I've asked many women online if they would let me watch them get fucked but they don't respond. One woman said that my message was perfect except for a sexual joke that I made. I only said it because the woman said put something weird in your message. The sexual joke I said could be considered weird to some people. Because of that joke she stopped replying to me. It seems that if you want to hold onto a woman then you can't say one bad thing because otherwise she will leave you. So basically holding onto a woman is like walking through a minefield.

I've gotten opinions on improving my online profile but none of it works. I was told to smile in my pics. So I uploaded a pic of me smiling while laying down on a hammock in the Bahamas. I've been blunt with women online and they don't like that. They want a guy that beats around the bush and takes things slow like a turtle.